Last night my privacy was violated. I have loved having this space as an anonymous place to share my innermost thoughts, the thoughts that I can’t or don’t feel comfortable sharing with others. You, the anonymous readers, helped me through the roughest part of my marriage, supported my thinking process, walked with me with encouraging words through the end of that marriage.
I had intended to pick back up where I left off as I continue on the life journey. Yesterday I shared a post with you regarding how I was embarking on a new D/s journey. The D and I had dipped our toes in to see if this was a path we wanted to try together (text only, nothing physical to this point and mostly non sexual to this point). My post coincided with the D talking to his gf last night so that we were all on the same page as she had told him to find a secondary and this is something he and I wanted to explore. Long story short – it did not go well. I’m going to leave it at that.
Something I did not see coming was her violating my privacy. I can only assume, as she needs some space before she will talk to me, is that she looked up my online name, it’s one I use in multiple places as some of you know, and read all of my innermost thoughts. It’s one thing for me to write anonymously to people I don’t know, who don’t know me. It’s another thing to have someone I know intentionally seek out those most personal thoughts. It would be like if she had gone looking for a pen/paper journal to read. I am hurt, I am in awe, I am frustrated. I am a lot of things.
What I do know is that I love my being able to get my thoughts out of my head. To journal events and such as they happen because it’s a great record for me of the good and not so good things that happen in my life. Now that the line of privacy has been crossed I am closing the other journal as well as this one. Both will be reopened under a new name.
I am sad to say good-bye to SimplyHopeful – it was a great name with special meaning. For those of you that want continue the anonymous life journey with me, let me know and I will send you the new web address. To those of you I part ways with here – thank you for all the public and private notes and thoughts.
Be well, do good, love more, laugh often. xo